I AM

 

~I AM song of birds~
~ I AM radiant sky~ 
~I AM soil and growth~
~I AM fragrant flowers whispering hello~
~I AM the hills~
~I AM the plateau~
~I AM roots, trunk, branches of trees~
~I AM peace of flowing waters moving in ease~
~I AM seed galaxies planted~
~I AM path of journey~
~I AM trails less traveled~
~I AM cold and dark~
~I AM warmth and I AM light~
~I AM everything and I AM nothing~
~I AM that I AM
Megan Covington

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Love Not Fear

The other day I was talking with a friend.  She had mentioned how a woman close to her had battled breast cancer.  She went through an recommend protocol that healthcare offered to her.  Including a bilateral mastectomy.  Then to be told that her treatments had worked and she was in the clear.  She went forward with her breast reconstruction and was getting back to life as "normal".  Recently she was not feeling well.  Upon returning to her doctors a total body scan was preformed.  The CANCER was back with a vengeance.  It had now metastasize all over her entire body.  This beautiful soul is now in another battle to keep her physical life.  As I was being told of this situation-  I was sending my loving compassionate heart to her.  However, I also felt that I was feeling PITY for her.  Now how can that work energetically?  Sending her love and light but also thoughts of pity crept in?  Would that cancel out the Vibration of high frequency of love vs the lower frequency of PITY? 

I clearly heard my Guardian, aka Light Tribe, say "Be mindful of the emotional thought you are projecting to her?"  "If you are sending love and healing then send just that.  Do not attach an outcome to her situation.  When you let your fear, pity or sadness rage through your mind that is exactly what your sending to her."

I immediately took a moment of PAUSE.  I visualized this loving green & pink healing light wrapping around her.  Allowing my heart to feel that love and merge with her energetic field.  I understood that is exactly what we are supposed to do.  We can not control a journey.  No matter the direction it goes.  If we keep putting expectation and outcomes to it this will only manifest more fear frequencies for any situation.  Fear is something we have been conditioned to feel with most situations of our lives.  Instead of being in the NOW and embracing the moments of love within those journeys.  I will keep my mind quiet and feel this love for All.

Child Self Meditation

Close your eyes and envision every jewel and its color ever created shimmering in the sky. The sun refracting creating prisms of light shining through each tone. As those colors begin to fall from the Aether/Sky they lights pour upon your body on a warm rainy day. As they hit your forehead it is like the sunlight beaming on you for the first sunrise. The feeling of the warmth of each color penetrating every aspect of your being. As it melts through you it hits the ground. As you observe the ground beneath the prisms of light look like jeweled bouncing balloons. As they bounce methodically, rhythmically, to a frequency/vibration of laughter, joy, celebration you begin to dance with them. Like a young babe hearing music for the first time. As you move about these jewels of light you have a knowing your standing in the child self energy. It has been so graciously bestowed upon you. Ask your source for the gift of a child self heart and spirit. You will begin to float with all that is of joy, laughter, innocence and love. When you feel this gift enter your body relish in it. Know if you can feel it, BELIEVE IT, you will RECEIVE IT.

Close your eyes and envision every jewel and its color ever created shimmering in the sky. The sun refracting creating prisms of light shining through each tone. As those colors begin to fall from the Aether/Sky they lights pour upon your body on a warm rainy day. As they hit your forehead it is like the sunlight beaming on you for the first sunrise. The feeling of the warmth of each color penetrating every aspect of your being. As it melts through you it hits the ground. As you observe the ground beneath the prisms of light look like jeweled bouncing balloons. As they bounce methodically, rhythmically, to a frequency/vibration of laughter, joy, celebration you begin to dance with them. Like a young babe hearing music for the first time. As you move about these jewels of light you have a knowing your standing in the child self energy. It has been so graciously bestowed upon you. Ask your source for the gift of a child self heart and spirit. You will begin to float with all that is of joy, laughter, innocence and love. When you feel this gift enter your body relish in it. Know if you can feel it, BELIEVE IT, you will RECEIVE IT.

Close your eyes and envision every jewel and its color ever created shimmering in the sky. The sun refracting creating prisms of light shining through each tone. As those colors begin to fall from the Aether/Sky they lights pour upon your body on a warm rainy day. As they hit your forehead it is like the sunlight beaming on you for the first sunrise. The feeling of the warmth of each color penetrating every aspect of your being. As it melts through you it hits the ground. As you observe the ground beneath the prisms of light look like jeweled bouncing balloons. As they bounce methodically, rhythmically, to a frequency/vibration of laughter, joy, celebration you begin to dance with them. Like a young babe hearing music for the first time. As you move about these jewels of light you have a knowing your standing in the child self energy. It has been so graciously bestowed upon you. Ask your source for the gift of a child self heart and spirit. You will begin to float with all that is of joy, laughter, innocence and love. When you feel this gift enter your body relish in it. Know if you can feel it, BELIEVE IT, you will RECEIVE IT.

Archangel Raphael ripples cosmos

AA Raphael standing beside me at a pristine lake. He reached down and grasp a smooth black stone from the shoreline. Handing me the stone, He asking me to throw it across the lake. It seem like an odd request, but I complied; tossing the stone into the calm water. As the stone impacted the water, I heard the familiar bloop sound. Yet, visualized massive ripples, engulfing the calm water into the distant horizon- as if a giant had tossed a boulder. I looked at him in awe, awaiting an explanation. Raphael said, “Do you see all those ripples?” Silly question I thought….. “Yes!, I see them.”
“Megan, when you lack of Trust and doubt yourself, you intern are lacking the Trust within Us. Creating ripples that effect Us all. I felt paralyzed by this. His energy was warm, His message filled with kindness and compassion - as with everything that Source is. I felt I couldn't move. I understood, more so, felt exactly what he was relaying to me.

Some months later, We were standing back at the lake, engulfed by the serenity. AA Raphael handed me another smooth black stone. With some trepidation, but with a stronger belief in Myself and my trust in Source- I tossed the stone. Making contact with the waters surface, it slid across the lake, as an ice skater would on a frozen lake. Smooth, gliding without disruption- Without RIPPLES. His energy touched my hands and he said “Doesn't that flow feel right?” “That is TRUST”.

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